Thursday, May 30, 2013
Well, I lost.
Defeated.
My dear friend,Karl, is actually correct in his predictions.
His prediction is that I'll feel lonely in life.
I just feel lonely.
Just this afternoon,I was denying the fact that I won't feel lonely.
I'm just that selfish to admit the fact.
And karma hits me back with da bomb.
I actually feel lonely.
Karl and Gabriel were being annoying to me today.
Why did I sat in between of them. Tsk.
Karl was pestering me to find a boyfriend.
He actually pointed to one of the guys in my lecture class.
Hahhaha. Ass.
While we were talking about my candidates for boyfriend,
Gabriel who was happily playing his Korea game application ,
decided to meddle in the adults affair. hahahaha.
He still dare to mention his friend. Slap him can?
So,that was an awkward conversation with my guy friends.
I'm forever having an awkward conversation with the guys.
This morning,Andrew asked me whether I have a pack?
In which I heard pad instead. Dino was literally mind-fucking me.
He's like,Siti,do you have Kotex?
And I'm like ,"HUH?"
In the end,there were talking about cigarette pack.Since I'm so badass
to hold the pack.(* I don't smoke & I had no cigarette pack.)
hahaha.We had a test today and boy,was I surprised.
It was surprisingly manageable.\0/
Hope I pass with flying colours please.
I got back my Quiz 2 results. I'm proud to say I got a full mark(*cheers*)
hehe.Karl was happy also even though he never receive full mark. Since I'm
appointed to be his study buddy. woohoo.
I actually feel dumb today. I did/said lots of crap today. My friend must be
annoyed by my presence today. I bought some baby food biscuit.
Offered my share of food to the guys. Everyone didn't want it on the second offer.
BITCH.
The lecturer said I'm improving in my studies. Three cheers for me.
HIP-HIP-HOORAY
HIP-HIP-HOORAY
HIP-HIP-HOORAY
I took the bus ride with Gabriel today since he's meeting his girlfriend at
Jurong Point. Well,we were just being normal by bitching about others.
No harm done tho. Bonded with him.My senior up there la sia. Tioman
memories is just too memorable not too reminisce about it.
His friend apparently got sea sick and decided to lie on the boat while everyone
snorkeled. After everything,everyone climbed on the boat and walk past him.
He was scolding vulgarities. Guys being guys;forever mean.
They played soccer inside the room and kicked the ball at the door if their bunk mates
were playing guitar loudly.
Anyway.had a great chat with him.
Great day today.
I actually think blogging helps me to lessen my burden.
with love, at 10:44 PM
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
HELLO people.
Let's update what I did last week.
Hmm,22 May 2013;Wednesday right?
School's dismissal at 10am due to EE's graduation day.
I went to study with the girls.
Totally missed them so much.
I didn't really study,I was doodling on my foolscap paper.
Tried drawing Sufie.hahaha. The worst drawer ever.
hahhaa.
I've been procrastinating la omg.
Later in the late afternoon,went to collect cupcakes from my friend,Hasif.
hehehhe. Love him la omg since he can bake.
23 May;Thursday.
Skipped ECPM lecture since I'm too hardworking.
However,I went to Macdonalds with Iqa.
Great catch-up session with her.
Earlier afternoon, I became Siti The Explorer.
I took bus 52 to Lornie Road.
I mistook bus 157 to bus 52.
I freaked out inside bus.I tweeted and Whatsapp everyone.
Eventually, everyone laughed at me. Sad life bro.
Great adventure tho.
Basically,that's the highlight for last week events.
with love, at 9:33 PM
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Oh hey readers.
I'm really,really hungry.Just woke up by ze way.No food at home.
What a way to start my Sunday night.
Doing my WISP homework,le sigh.
My brain not functioning well without food.Few more hours till the deadline for handing in WISP.
with love, at 10:00 PM
Would you ever understand my life.
Would you?
Have you ever be in my shoes and get to know how I'm thinking?
I'm tired.
You're making a huge fuss about this.
You might as well tell ibu right.
I wouldn't borrow things from you ever again.
Once I've repay you, I'll treat you like a stranger.
All of you.
You guys don't deserve my niceties.
I might sound like a bitch.
Maybe I am.
Well,get lost ass.
with love, at 9:59 PM
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Happy Labour Day.
Blogging about my feelings is getting kind of addictive.
Once in awhile its okay to release your stress.
I'm feeling kind of down lately. I can't attend Dance for Fun(DFF).
I really want to support my course since its my last year in this school. I want to feel the excitement rushing in my blood by supporting my very own course. I want to show them that I'm still there for them no matter what. Win or lose, we are still a team. C'mon guys. It will be my last time hanging out late. I really want to support them. Feel like crying. How would they know that I'm happy or not? Nobody will knows. I'm hurt from the constant glare and comments that I got from them. I hate it. I really feel like running away from my home. What's the purpose of staying ? I don't understand. It's just hard for me. No matter how many times I begged them, I still can't attend. Serious.? Do you want me to kneel on the floor. Do you? If that what it takes for you guys to let me go, I would. Seriously ? Just let me go. I'm too sick to fight with you guys. I'm tired of this shit. Let me die and rot in this world.
with love, at 4:32 PM
Goodbye April,Hello May.
"When you finally let go of the past,something better comes along."
-Allah can cause miracles to happen in your life. Prove to him that you're ready to receive, and prepared to move on. Learn to finally let go.-
April have been the worst month ever. Mainly the fact that I still can't go out and socialize. School started on 15 April 2013 .Officially a Year 3 student.Tho, I've two Year 2 modules, it's fine. This week is my third week of school.How is school so far, I guess? Hmm, all my energy is drained by sleeping.I've been coming to classes late this past few weeks.School is too early I guess.Three 8am classes :< With the transport system and the population in Singapore, I'm not surprised that I'm even late. Even the teachers are being lenient. So far all my lecturers are good. Not too boring, not too strict. Maybe got one lecturer that bore me too death in lesson. Aside from that,all the lecturers is fine.
I'm starting to like my new classmates especially Arts Of War.hehe.Cause got cute guys. Chey,no lah. I got an awesome group. Too awesome for you guys. This week marked Ngee Ann Polytechnic's 50th Anniversary.Yesterday was Retro Day in NP. I could see that most Electrical Engineering students doesn't make an effort to dress up. HAHA. What a waste.
Well,till we meet again readers.
with love, at 12:30 AM
