Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Freedom
I totally missed my freedom.
No more late-night outing.
No more social outing.
Lonely.
Too lonely.
No more laughter.
When you a girl chatting animatedly with her classmates,please do take note that she can never smile so happily. All the girl want is her freedom back. So what, if she is chatting happily,she is not happy.She's just putting a brave front so that the friends won't be suspicious. She doesn't want her friend to worry about her.All she want in her life once again is to spend more time with her schoolmates, bestfriends and her girls. Despite that smile, she's holding a grudge towards her family. She is waiting for someone to break her limits and she will find her inner piece. Her grudge towards them is too much for her to handle. Seeing all the pictures posted on social network, it just make the girl more sad.
Will she ever get back her freedom? That my dear readers, time will tell.
with love, at 11:51 PM
Family.
What's the meaning of family? Who would you consider as a family?
In times of trouble,would your family be there for you?
I know my family would do that for me in a heartbeat. All your arguments is invalid.
I've been in this kind of situation before. I kept a huge secret and plan ahead without telling my family.WHY? I was scared to face them.I know its not an appropriate but that's my reason no matter how useless it may sound. Eventually, everyone found out while I was on a backpacking holiday.
KILL JOY(*Tell me about it*)
It got worse. I was severely punished.I accepted the punishment without fighting for my rights. How bad is the punishment ? It depends on how you try to accept it.
PUNISHMENT:
1.Allowance will be cut down. (From $10 to $5)
2.Timetable will be printed and hanged at the wall. One hour is given for me to reach home.
3.Iphone will be taken away, NS phone will be given(using prepaid)
4.No more involvement in school activities.
5.Withdraw from your CCA.
6. No more going out with friends.
7.No more special treatment.
7.GROUNDED.
It's not that bad,right? You got more time for yourself. You get to spend more time with your family. Don't you want it? Parents is always complaining that I never spend time with everyone. I should blame CCA. But nah.I solely blame myself for that.I could have make priorities. Lately, I find my CCA is no use. What's the main purpose of having a CCA? To bond with everyone and plan things for the freshies. Basically,EES have failed to provide me with that. I don't feel bonded with them. I'm only close to certain people. Everyone have their own clique. We are just not that bonded. Everyone have this perspective that we are very bonded. From your peripheral point of view,maybe it is. BUT ITS NOT. We don't celebrate each other birthday. We don't do lots of stuff together. However, I feel happy that EES makes me closer to fun people,such as Meihong. I know they are going to be my bestfriend. I just know it. She's constantly asking me simple question. Not like someone I know, don't bother saying hi or what not. Rude. I should stop my rantings before it got worse.. Can't really deal with this kind of people.
GOODNIGHT <3
with love, at 12:20 AM
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Cheers for the new blog.
One word to sum up my day : HAPPY
I would like to share my favorite quote for this month:
"No matter how useless you think are,you will always
someone's reason to smile."
Simple yet it has a deep meaning inside it.
Today, I woke up way too early for Sunday morning. With that kind of morning,
I feel kind of shitty. Eventually,went out of house to help my dad opened up
the shop. I wasn't really smiling when I served the customer . Just like a bullet train,
a random thought came over me. I may be feeling sullen, but that doesn't give me any right to be to vent out my gloominess to others. My customer don't deserve that kind of attitude from me. They deserve the best. With that, I decided to smile. Not with the,'I'm gonna force myself-to-smile kind', I gave them my biggest smile.
My customers smiled at me.My mood escalated quickly. In return, customers were making lame jokes with me. What can I say, my smile is contagious. ;)
hehehe. I love seeing all my customers talking about their family. I'll just grinned at them unexpectedly.
I always pictured my life in a happy family of my own.Talking about family, I totally miss my annoying twin, IQA. She may be annoying sometimes, but I still love her so much.
I'm so lucky that I'm born a few months earlier than her. I get many benefits from it like ordering her around,asking her about stuffs and what not. Haha. Please don't assume that I'm bullying her. I'm too good for that title :D
Can't wait for the next holiday.Gonna start working,save some money for my trip to Bangkok. OH yessssss~
Heads up, I shall stop here before I bore you guys with my stories:)
with love, at 9:25 PM
